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Not Myself

from Lilly by Alex Perez

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It starts with the touch of our hands - was it a coincidence?
Too early to tell, I don't know what I'm thinking then I touch yours as well
The usual hugs turn meaningless when I look into your eyes
There's something different this time

And I thought you were happy with that guy of yours and now it seems I was wrong
We should walk out the door before it's too late instead we take it to the dancefloor
We're turning around, turning around, turning around

No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now

Flashback: three years back we were in the same place, same day, same situation
Our evaluation was to forget it then after so much time you just come and get it
You aks "Do you love me?" "I'm not sure if I love you, but I want you" - "Don't you think we could be happy? Maybe never at one with the harmony but we'd make it up between the sheets"
So what does it mean? What am I supposed to do? Don't wanna think about the feelings I might have for you
It feels like we are in a bad place, love is not a car race, kisses have a bad taste when they are not honest
You wanna make a liar of me so I can't be free but that ain't how I want it to be so maybe you see why we gotta go
I guess we both know we should have said

No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now
No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now

And in the morning I'd be calling to talk and we would go on a walk and maybe try to stay friends somehow
I'm not saying that it was a mistake, now it's a little too late to wonder how it could be right now
Next time I'll be calling your name you know it won't be the same because there might be a second time
And I hope I can be strong when temptation comes along i will say

No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)

No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me speak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)
No no no no no don't make me weak cause I'm not myself now (Flashback)

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from Lilly, released October 24, 2016

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